Journal pages, Poetry and Prose  

November 9, 2018

From my garden. Beautiful. Extraordinary. Nature. Perfection.

© 2018Carmen Silva

July 26, 2018


Volume: The Seconds of Teardrops


I search for you.

I look you up in  this world

Amongst the footsteps of time,

And I try to remember

How it feels not to be

Longing for love.

I search for you.

And the snowflakes fall

Like the petals of a flower

By the en...

June 20, 2018


Volume: The Seconds of Teardrops

The Seconds of Teardrops

If you could feel

My burning tears dripping

Over your seconds;

If the pain they carry

Would burn you,

Would you turn your face

And look at me in the eyes

You, Time?

If my lips would whisper

In your ear

The torment...

June 12, 2018


Volume: The Seconds of Teardrops

Only you

If it were not for you

I would have been just smoke,

A star without light,

A dried teardrop

on a cheek;

Without hope, without vibe,

Just an inert corpse;

A withered flower

Burned by the blaze of life;

A soul drowned in despair.


June 5, 2018


Volume: The Seconds of Teardrops

Love story

I know you’re coming.

I feel your silent footsteps close.

I know they will be stepping slowly, slowly

On my heart.

I hear you breathing;

And I'm shaking knowing you will be here.

It’s been so long since your cold steps

Did n...

May 31, 2018


Volume: The Seconds of Teardrops

Ember Magnolias

Late ember magnolias bloom

From frail silent buds, and you

From their burning petals are born

Fated to set fire to the world.

Out burning like the sky at dusk

Your fast existence's ablaze.

How could you have lasted?


May 16, 2018




January 26, 2018

I wrote 65 emails to 65 Acting Agencies in the last couple of days. I wonder how many will write back. I wrote them with all my confidence and dedication and will do again if there are no results for no...

May 2, 2018

Journal pages

April 30th / May 1st, 2018

The Burnout

It started a little while ago. About the beginning of 2018. I have had been in England for 3 and a half years and have been acting for about the same amount of time. All was well, as it can be in the life of a human now...

April 25, 2018

My garden last year was populated with some gorgeous butterflies. Looking forward to this summer! 

© 2018 Carmen Silva

April 25, 2018

Footage from my garden in 2017. Really looking forward to this year's butterflies! 

© 2018 Carmen Silva

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